Week No15

(I started this writing project for myself, straight from my soul to mind, no editing or trying to make it look right or correct. So, if you are all into the grammar thing, carry on with your life like I don't exist. This project is called 10 min a day.)

10 min a day 17/02/2019 Sunday

It was such an amazing day today. The sun was out and it was warm and the sky was blue. I went for a walk with my lovely friend. Had a roast in my local pub and afterwards, I made us pancakes at home. I also baked the chocolate cheesecake for one of my colleagues birthdays tomorrow. I can’t wait to try it. Please, treat each other nicely. We all have difficult moments and we still don't go around the planet and try to hurt innocent people.

10 min a day 18/02/2019 Monday

Rule number one in baking: do not use, ever ever ever again, anything light or low fat. EVER. It's a cake and having light cheese will not change the fact that you are still eating a cake. On the other hand, I have been the mother to everyone.

10 min a day 19/02/2019 Tuesday

Some days I just want to stay in bed. When I wake up in the morning and morning sun creates one of the most amazing lights in my bedroom, it makes me I do not want to leave my home. I don’t want to leave my amazing bed. But I have too. So, at the end of the day, sometimes, I run home just to stay in my bed. My amazing and comfortable bed, under my heavy duvet. Is it weird? But I can’t help myself. My bed is like a big fluffy cloud and when I am there, reading books and having tea it's like I am on a different planet. It feels like time stopped, even if it's not. But at that moment, in that tinny tinny moment its just me, bed and book.

10 min a day 20/02/2019 Wed

Just wow. Only wow, is what I can say today. What do I need to learn from all this? What did I learn today? Because if you don't learn something new every day there is no point. We have to learn every day.

10 min a day 21/02/2019 Thu

Sometimes I miss my family so much and just want to fly home now, like this evening. Like now now, this moment. To take the tram to East Croydon, train to Gatwick and fly. Just to sit in my mums living room, listening to her chatting with her friend, that she know for more than 20 years, while I am napping on the sofa with my dogs. Then my nephews and nice would come from the nursery and the house would be so loud. I would have to wake up because they would want to sit exactly where I am. The living room would be a mess in 2 seconds. My two sisters would chat about nails, my dad would come from work and start making himself a lunch in the kitchen. In all this noise I could still hear my heart being happy. I would do this quick trip home, just for a weekend, to remind myself how life can be simple, even so, it's not really. But, I can’t because I am working tomorrow.

10 min a day 22/02/2019 Fri

I am so grateful for the people I work with. Their support, their hard work and their commitment towards the company, towards each other and towards people are something unbelievable. I am rooting for you guys. x

10 min a day 23/02/2019 Sat

This is my 15th week of writing this “10 min a day” and I decided to stop publishing them because I caught myself at stop saying what I really want to, due to protect people around me. I know that this could be related to my motherly feeling to everyone again and to keep everyone happy, but at the end of the day, I have to look after myself also. And pay my own bills.